Stressors

Man I just can’t please anyone and I’m about fed up with everything that goes on in and out and can’t stop it. No matter how you look at it: even if you see a person that sits there, that’s not telling you what’s on their mind or if they do tell you what’s on their mind you’d be lucky if it’s even half the truth.

Yeah sure the movie Powder had it all in essence along the lines of him reading everybody’s thoughts but then whenever you do get to read everybody thoughts it sucks! you don’t like what you hear however, I’m one of them people that like to hear what the thoughts are and if I see that it’s kind of a lie that crosses your face with that of what you’re telling me I’m going to call you out on it!

Sometimes it’s bs while others are correct…. It’s a conversation killer . . .

Life’s Bumps & Bruises part 1

*Trigger Warning*

Well I’ve got a Story to tell and it is not nor will it be an easy read. More like a Drama and Horror story 😫😭

So fair warned…..

Phoenix’s rise from their own ashes and is stronger for it. Something I have been telling myself for a long time now. Like a saying I keep in my head “Hope is Faith; Faith is Love and Love is of God”

Every since I could remember I have been different from my own family, place in life. Yeah, yeah, I know we’ve all heard that before and I honestly don’t care how it’s sounding because i have been tested on my mentally… I’m not Insane yet I have sworn I am. They thought I was insane.

Beaten, battered, cracked by the abuse that tried to break my spirit, and the trials to tribulations that made me who I am today.

I’ve taken all those things and made stepping stones to build upon, to learn from and never allow back into My World that I can make sense of.

My family didn’t know how to understand me the way it was supposed to be taught. I know now after a couple of hard years I am what some may call a Highly Sensitive Person or an Empath. I don’t care for Labels never will because the person will eventually begin to believe them and personify themselves after that label.

I have had my fair share of woes but who doesn’t? Sure life will throw you a doozy of a fast ball, maybe a curb ball that wasn’t seen or even Expected.

Life is a Dark Cloud with a silver lining all the time. It’s how you handle yourself during the downpour as well as how you pick yourself up after the Royal Screwing without Vasaline. 😒

Yet we always endure and over come. We never really adapt to changes we cannot abide by in our lives every single day.

Fine line

Has anyone noticed the fine line between poverty and those who have more than enough to survive on? We live in a world that has a distinct gap in society for those who were born into money and those who born into a working class aka poverty-stricken society.  People have to work in order to make ends meet and most poverty stricken areas has two parents working to keep their children fed or better. Yet does the neighbors help their neighbors like it states in the Holy Scripture? No! I see greed, destruction over our very souls; I see people tormenting others and nothing being done to stop them; I am even hearing and reading about Isis killing fellow Christians and yet people sit by like not a Damn thing can go wrong! Tough kitty people open your eyes we are in the end and people don’t care any more or totally blind to the facts that’s on the media sites. . .God help us for we have lost our way.

Spiraling out of control only to grasp the walls of a fading security we never had.

Law and whose abiding by it

I tried to insert an image However maybe later. 

My post is about law bidding citizens and those who dont. A new city law was passed for the safety of our children.  Parents and bus drivers are to let the children off at designated areas and parents are still letting off their children off on the road and bus drivers too. Where is the law to have them cited or fined for their incompetence.  On top of it all my land lord has not been fined or put in jail for his incompetence as well. The house I live in was to be tore down three years ago and the courts told him too and he has not.  My children and I found a court document through the city website and now I know why we have been sick. Black mold lives in my walls and yet this man was not made to pay for his incompetence once again.